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gg2kk · Joined: 14 Dec 2005 Posts: 1

Hi guys, I am not new to gay sex,but I am new to looking for guy(s) to have fun with, At 23 (about 10 years ago) I met a man who I thought was the one. I thought he was a guy I would grow old with, he was 45yo and he was sooooo nice and very attractive,but I would realize many years later that he was not the one for me.I was still living at home when we met and after 5 months of dating he convinced me to move in with him, I quickly said ok, I was living with my folks and 2 younger siblings and had to share my room with my younger brother (14) and that wasnt cool. Plus a few months later he surprised me with a 1995 Pontiac trans am converitible which was way better than my 1989 sunbird and then in the winter he bought me a 93 blazer 4X4 for the snow he was always buying me things, we traveled alot and from 1995-2002 I had a new car every other year,97 got a vette,99 got a cadillac deville 2001 got a saab viggen all spring/summer cars, the blazer was replaced in 99 with a subaru impreza. Plus he had a 5bedroom home and it was in clarence very big and nice. I never had to work unless I desired. But from the very beginning he did have 1 habit that I didnt like but thought I could get him to change, when we met he was 270LBS and I was 225 he loved cooking and dinner time he really went crazy, we started out with a salad or soup then had bread and he always made alot of food, he liked to make mexican food,italian,chinese and of course american and we always had potatoes or stuffing and meat unless it was pasta, he would fix my plate and he would put tons of food on it, and when I would ask for less or if I couldnt eat it all he would start laying on a guilt trip, saying you hate my cooking, and so on. then he always made dessert, he would expect a pie to be gone in 2 days, with me eating most of it,we never ate out unless we were traveling,on days he didnt work usually week ends, he would make a large breakfast 5 pancakes for each of us 3 eggs and 5 strips pf bacon.Then lunch 3 or 4 hours later then dinner 4 hours after. He started refusing to have sex when I would refuse to eat so I ate everything and in 2002 I was up to 450lbs. I went on vacation by myself and finally decided to leave the free cars and the gorgeous home to get my life together, I live in a apartment drive a nice car thanks to family and have a decent job, but in those 3 years I dropped 155lbs and still dropping.
I had alot of fantasies when I was involved in the above relationship, but never carried any of them out, so I am looking to find a guy or guys and carry them out, I always had a fantasy for kinky stuff,and have fetishes, I would like to find a guy who is everything I am not, hung,in good shape. Also for a guy who can be dominant and wants to fill both of my holes with his meat.I live in Lockport so I am close to niagara falls,buffalo. Also any guys from Lockport too, if your not Hung then please be dominant,and be into more than just 1 thing, I am d&d free and expect the same. email me at gayguyin2kink
tell me what you like and any info about you.
J